Back to school is usually an exciting time for Xochitl Rodriguez and her 7-year-old daughter.
This year feels different. Rodriguez was devastated when her daughter鈥檚 El Paso school district announced it would start back fully in person 鈥 without a remote learning option 鈥 and wouldn鈥檛 require masks.
鈥淗ow do you hurt a mom in a heartbeat? Make it impossible for her to make a decision she knows is right for her kid,鈥 Rodriguez said.
Her daughter鈥檚 medical history puts her at a higher risk of complications from COVID-19. They have been extremely careful for the last year and a half, and wanted to keep taking every precaution until her daughter can get vaccinated. Right now, coronavirus vaccines are not approved for children under 12.
Rodriguez, a single parent with a full-time job, looked into other options: private school, a virtual charter, homeschooling.
鈥淚 thought in my mind I could wake up at like 4:00, get a few hours of my computer work in, schedule some meetings, school her for six hours and then get more computer work in,鈥 Rodriguez said.
Ultimately, none of those options really worked. Her daughter gets special education services for dyslexia through the public school system and it just wasn鈥檛 clear what those services might look like in another setting. Paying for private school plus a private tutor was out of reach financially.
So Rodriguez worked to get her daughter mentally prepared for the start of in-person classes 鈥 to be enthusiastic about school but also vigilant about mask use.
She said tries to be honest with her child, butsometimes feels forced to lie. At one point, her daughter started panicking about what might happen if she got the virus at school.
鈥淚'm not going to lie to her and say she's not going to get COVID,鈥 Rodriguez said. 鈥淚 just said, 鈥榠f you get COVID, it鈥檒l be OK.鈥 Which may also still be a lie. But I mean, she had to go to school, right?"
Rodriguez said she just wanted to make sure her daughter "wasn鈥檛 scared out of her mind."
"That鈥檚 my job, to worry and carry it all. Not hers,鈥 she said.
Questions Mount As Cases Rise
Across Texas, parents and caregivers are grappling with these difficult conversations and questions.
COVID-19 cases and hospitalizations are surging as the more highly contagious delta variant spreads. More children are testing positive for the virus. In some parts of the state, more children are ending up in the hospital.
At the same time, Texas leaders have scaled back safety measures.
Currently, the state will not provide funding for remote learning, limiting what options some school districts can offer.
The Texas Education Agency recently saying schools don鈥檛 have to conduct contact tracing if a student tests positive for coronavirus, though some school districts say they will continue voluntarily.
Gov. Greg Abbott has banned public school districts from issuing mask mandates, despite current recommendations from the CDC that all students, teachers and staff in K-12 schools wear masks.
鈥淔ace masks work,鈥 said Jose Luis Salas, the infection control director at El Paso Children鈥檚 Hospital. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 the way to prevent the transmission of COVID-19.鈥
Contact tracing is also a vital part of controlling a virus that some infected people can spread without presenting any symptoms, he said.
鈥淪omebody falls through the cracks and is not notified ... and they might not know, not show any signs or symptoms yet. With the new variant, they could easily be contagious and spreading it,鈥 Salas said.
Already, some of the state鈥檚 largest school districts are defying Abbott鈥檚 order and requiring masks, including Austin, Dallas, Houston and Fort Worth.
Other districts are still considering mask mandates. So far, El Paso鈥檚 largest school districts have not issued mask mandates.
鈥楽tuck In A Situation That Isn鈥檛 Optimized For Their Health鈥
The lack of a mask mandate concerns Elinora Price, a health researcher whose son attends an El Paso ISD elementary school.
She sent him back into the classroom last spring, when schools required and enforced masking. Now, she fears counting on her second grader to keep himself safe.
鈥淩elying solely on small children 鈥 you know, we鈥檙e talking under 12 for the kids who are the most vulnerable right now because they can鈥檛 get vaccinated yet 鈥 to self-police and not succumb to peer pressure and to self-remind, that鈥檚 a big ask for little kids,鈥 Price said.
Her son鈥檚 school was already back in session when the TEA released its new guidelines, which didn鈥檛 require the kind of health protocols she鈥檇 been expecting.
鈥淚 had an understanding going in. And day after day, I find out one more safety measure is not in place,鈥 she said.
Price said she hasn鈥檛 been able to get clear information on what criteria the school or district are using to determine if someone is considered a high risk or close contact after someone on campus tests positive for COVID.
鈥淚 still don't know whether I would actually find out if my kid was exposed and that to me is really alarming,鈥 she said.
EPISD spokesperson Melissa Martinez told 四虎影院 that the district follows contact tracing guidelines set by local health authorities, and defines 鈥渃lose contact/high risk鈥 as being within 6 feet or less of a COVID-positive person for 15 minutes or more.
Two weeks into the school year, Price says she鈥檚 considering pulling her child out and moving him to a private school with a mask requirement and clearer safety protocols. But she doesn鈥檛 want to go that route.
鈥淚t would be difficult financially," Price said. "And it鈥檚 not fair that some people can leave and the rest of the kids, they鈥檙e still stuck in a situation that isn鈥檛 optimized for their health.鈥
For now, she鈥檚 waiting to see if El Paso ISD follows other large Texas districts and issues a mask mandate in the coming weeks.
Price said she sympathizes with school districts 鈥渨ho really have their hands tied.鈥
鈥淚 really lay this at the feet of the politicians who are not funding better safety measures in the school," she said.
Rodriguez and Price's children attend the same school. Just one week in, they learned someone on the campus had already tested positive for coronavirus.
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