In the summer of 2022, Dallas artist Antonio Lechuga鈥檚 career had just started to take off.
His first solo show at a gallery had just opened, highlighting his towering lattice sculptures swathed in fleece blankets.
Before the exhibition closed, his life changed in an instant.
The artist while running on the Santa Fe trail near his studio.
鈥淥ne of the first things I thought about when I got shot was: This isn't it. Not now,鈥� Lechuga recalled. 鈥淚 have so much more that I want to do.鈥�
Structures of Softness
Lechuga loved drawing as a child. Eventually, he added painting to his repertoire.
鈥淚 always felt that maybe my paintings were just pictures of real spaces, that I can't create yet either because I can't afford to, or maybe I'm just thinking too big,鈥� he said.
But that changed in 2020. Lechuga contracted COVID-19 early in the pandemic.
The illness hit Lechuga hard, and he realized that if he didn鈥檛 start trying to make his works three-dimensional soon, he might not get the chance.
After he recovered, Lechuga started building. He created a series of fences, an allusion to the U.S.-Mexico border.
"These fences were very cold, very dark objects, right? They divided people. They divided land, animals, the environment, cultures, generations along this entire border, and they pushed things away,鈥� he explained.
Lechuga wanted his fences to do the opposite.
鈥淥ne way, at least for me, was to kind of offer this large fence warmth, comfort, care, all that. And to really give it this sense of belonging. And to actually wrap this object just like you would wrap each other,鈥� he said.
He built fences with a lattice pattern and covered them in , the thick, fuzzy blankets that are a staple in many Latino households.
These large 3-D structures were the focal point of his first solo gallery exhibition called Fences at Love Texas Art in Fort Worth.
鈥業 had to start over鈥�
When Fences opened in Fort Worth, Lechuga was already preparing for his next show.
Fences was set to close on July 17, 2022.
On July 15 around 6 p.m. he laced up his tennis shoes and went for a run on the Santa Fe Trail near his studio.
Lechuga had paused at an intersection and rested his hands on his hips. Bad Bunny was playing in his ears.
鈥淎nd out of nowhere, it just feels like somebody hits me with a bat, right? Just knocks the wind out of me.鈥�
But Lechuga didn鈥檛 see anyone around.
鈥淎nd at that point, I lift up my shirt, and I knew,鈥� he said.
Two bullets pierced his abdomen.
Lechuga called 911, but struggled to talk to the dispatcher while trying to catch his breath.
He then went into the road and flagged down a car before lying down and waiting for first responders to arrive.
He was taken straight from the ambulance into surgery.
Lechuga suffered damage to one of his lungs, his large intestine and gall bladder. He also lost his left kidney.
He developed kidney disease and now has to take extra care with his diet, watch his blood pressure and stay on top of follow-up appointments.
鈥淥ne thing I learned in the hospital was patience, having to take things one step at a time. Not because you want to, because you have to,鈥� Lechuga said. 鈥淟ife says you have to.鈥�
The gallery extended his show and raised money for his recovery.
鈥淚 had to start over, right? With my body and myself and what I was doing,鈥� he said. 鈥淔orget the work. I have to start as a person again.鈥�
He spent more than three months in the hospital before moving back in with family, for another six months, to recover.
鈥楾his has to be about healing鈥�
Lechuga taught himself how to use a sewing machine after the shooting.
He uses it to make what he calls paintings, but he鈥檚 not using oil or acrylic. Instead, he uses cobijas as his color palette and sews pieces together to create a large fabric collage.
He created a landscape of the trail where he was shot, which was .
Lechuga also constructed a 92-foot-long tapestry covered in hundreds of flowers. He dedicated the blooms to all the families touched by in the U.S. in 2022 鈥� the same year he was shot.
鈥淚 was in the hospital for a long time and I would get messages on my phone, or cards, or a lot of people would send flowers. I'd be there in the hospital thinking about, why would I get flowers and my family and people like that, they wouldn't get them,鈥� Lechuga said. 鈥淥bviously, right now, they're not in the [hospital] bed, but they were going through this thing just as much as I was.鈥�
Unlike real flowers, these won鈥檛 wilt, and he hopes that the exhibition can travel to other places affected by gun violence. Unfortunately, he said, the issue is still relevant.
鈥淭his has to be about healing because in the end this is what these blankets do 鈥� they offer healing. And so I want to be able to offer this thing to people where they need it,鈥� Lechuga said.
The comfort of cobijas
Lechuga鈥檚 work also engages with religious and cultural imagery.
He鈥檚 fascinated by the iconography that is printed on modern cobijas 鈥� the Virgin Mary, mustangs and Marilyn Monroe 鈥� and challenges himself to rework the material until those images fade into the background.
鈥淚t's almost like 鈥榃here's Waldo?鈥� 鈥� Those things are still there, still visible 鈥� but I'm using it in a completely different way to tell a different story,鈥� Lechuga explained.
His pieces depict quincea帽era dresses, storefronts, animals and Saint Christopher. Some of those works are currently on view at in Dallas and .
Maggie Adler is an independent curator and worked on the Ballroom Marfa exhibition.
鈥淲ork like Antonio's, which is highly conceptual and intellectual, finds a point of access by being made out of something that people can understand,鈥� she said. 鈥淓ven if you didn't grow up in a Latinx culture with cobijas, you understand the comfort of blankets. You understand fleece. But especially if you did, there's so much resonance there right off the bat.鈥�
Lechuga is worthy of recognition far beyond Dallas, both for the quality of his work and his character, Adler said. His work speaks to people on a fundamental level.
鈥淏ut what they won't see and what they won't know is the kindness and the generosity and the spirit of hope with which it's created,鈥� Adler continued. 鈥淚f I could apply that layer onto their experience of the work, I think everybody should know that this is a really good, gentle, kind, earnest, talented human being. And that's what you can鈥檛 get from a wall label.鈥�
鈥業t鈥檚 never zero to 100 and you鈥檙e better鈥�
Lechuga still runs on the same trail where he was shot.
Some days the shooting is top of mind. Other days he doesn鈥檛 think about it at all.
The endorphins from running are real, Lechuga said. Being out on the trail helps him clear his mind and stay active. An added bonus is that his dog, Chanclas, loves it too.
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Someday Lechuga hopes to run a race to test his limits. He鈥檚 not sure when, but he has a goal of finishing a half or full marathon.
鈥淚'm still fighting what happened, and the fact that it happened while I was running, I think that's a big part of it too,鈥� he explained. 鈥淚t's like, the more I run, the less it happened.鈥�
Dallas police , ages 20 and 21 at the time, about a month after the shooting. Gilbert Uvalle pleaded guilty and was sentenced to six years in prison, and the case against the other man, Jonathan Chapa, was .
鈥淭o be honest, I don't know how I feel about that person,鈥� Lechuga said. 鈥淚 was angry. There's times where I can still be very angry. With trauma or anything you go through鈥� any event, any horrible thing, it's never zero to a hundred and you're better. It's a very, very slow climb up that hill.鈥�
Immediately after he was shot, Lechuga thought about all of the things he still wanted to accomplish.
Three and a half years later, he鈥檚 made significant progress rebuilding his life 鈥� stitch by stitch, mile by mile.
Editors note: This story was updated on Feb. 12 to clarify the status of the two men arrested in connection with the shooting.
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